Every day is a fight

Archive for June 2011

June 29, 2011

I want to write something witty, post some good photos or drawings. But there’s nothing. Instead I suddendly break together. Feels like my heart will stop. Right now I’m breathing. Concentrating to breathe. Deep and calm. Shaking stops eventually. I eat a joghurt. I over-reached myself again. Feel so sick. And drank too much energy […]

Hot day and tagliatelle

June 29, 2011

Eat up. It’s good food. Tagliatelle with self made tomato-cheese sauce. It’s a perfectly normal portion, mixed good and still hot. With it I have a mug of lactose free milk. It’s my main meal of the day. So, why it is so difficult to get it swallowed? I didn’t want this back. It has […]