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Breathe

April 5, 2017

It’s over. The nightmare. The depression. All gone. I feel so good. 3 days after starting the asthma medication ALL symptoms were gone and I can breathe. I can’t remember the last time I felt this good. I sleep 1000x better than before, I don’t feel like drowning at night anymore, no more coughing, no […]

Bamboo blinds.

July 14, 2016

And how the light drips through them like thin rain. Leaves are all white from the sun. The wind never ceases. Pine needles shimmer and change color, everything moves. Always moves. Never stops. Winds blow from the sea always fresh and cool. Red brick houses only look like home here, high up north. This light […]

A day in school

September 9, 2013

Cat alarm went off at 4AM like it does every morning, even weekends. I thought about staying awake right away, but then went back to sleep and moved my own alarm to 5AM, finally getting awake ten past. Crazy horrible stress dreams, one in which I was in that English TV-show where two young women […]

That piece of heaven – so close

July 4, 2013

Well the last time I wrote that little story of Oni, then I didn’t know what was to come two days later. After then I had no time to even consider writing anything. Too busy with guests and travels and interacting. But the good news (finally): I got a studying place!! I’ll be starting in […]

Rainbow Country

May 11, 2013

Fallout just crashed again a bit less than an hour ago. Yesterday I finally got this weapon, the Xuanlong Assault Rifle, one of the unique weapons in the game. Xuanlong means black dragon. Screw it’s fragility, it’s still one of my favorite weapons along with “Little Moonbeam’s” 10mm SMG, combat shotgun and sniper rifle. Check […]

I like my life

February 7, 2013

And the world around won’t stop turning tonight… I like. :3 Been busy once again. Today we had math (super easy) and made food. I got loads of food with me, gluten free. Maccheroni casserole and an original finnish cupcake type dessert called Runeberg’s cake. The guy who made mine made some mistakes though and […]

…still there are changes

December 16, 2012

A good album from far behind in time. I discovered it the time I moved out of home and it marks as well a period in my life as my experience of “true love”, grief, deep pain and loss greater than anything yet. My body’s hurting, it was a long day. Partly fun, mostly tiring. […]

Oh happy day

August 6, 2012

It’s so relaxing. And so simple. Just hang some cheap beer cans into a tree, walk 15 metres away and shoot the cans. I would have staid there one more hour but the battery of my P90 got empty. I cursed myself for not taking the second battery with me as well. One can was […]

I’ll do anything to nurture and protect you my love…

July 28, 2012

Yup. I actually did it. I didn’t have the time and because of that I was too late to buy me new pants (damn me for that), BUT I got new information, a nice chat and was in heaven for those 30 mins. Candyshop visit. ^^ Still on my way home after midnight I was […]

Mineral water

June 15, 2012

Is what I have to drink now every day if possible. Kalium & magnesium & salt balance is off. Today I bought a big bottle, but can only afford the cheapest of all (Bonaqua from Coca Cola). And this is because every day when it’s warm now in summer I feel constantly dizzy and sometimes […]