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Breathe

April 5, 2017

It’s over. The nightmare. The depression. All gone. I feel so good. 3 days after starting the asthma medication ALL symptoms were gone and I can breathe. I can’t remember the last time I felt this good. I sleep 1000x better than before, I don’t feel like drowning at night anymore, no more coughing, no […]

Bamboo blinds.

July 14, 2016

And how the light drips through them like thin rain. Leaves are all white from the sun. The wind never ceases. Pine needles shimmer and change color, everything moves. Always moves. Never stops. Winds blow from the sea always fresh and cool. Red brick houses only look like home here, high up north. This light […]

Can’t. Can? Can!

December 20, 2014

Let’s see how long I stand listening to this. Actually I started to feel pretty uncomfortable during the first song. *shiver* Wrote a long post to Forgotten Shores. Go check it out. Sorry for typing errors. I’m butterfingers. But a healthier butterfingers now, even when the damn blood test results were shitty. The cuts are […]

That piece of heaven – so close

July 4, 2013

Well the last time I wrote that little story of Oni, then I didn’t know what was to come two days later. After then I had no time to even consider writing anything. Too busy with guests and travels and interacting. But the good news (finally): I got a studying place!! I’ll be starting in […]

…still there are changes

December 16, 2012

A good album from far behind in time. I discovered it the time I moved out of home and it marks as well a period in my life as my experience of “true love”, grief, deep pain and loss greater than anything yet. My body’s hurting, it was a long day. Partly fun, mostly tiring. […]

Oh happy day

August 6, 2012

It’s so relaxing. And so simple. Just hang some cheap beer cans into a tree, walk 15 metres away and shoot the cans. I would have staid there one more hour but the battery of my P90 got empty. I cursed myself for not taking the second battery with me as well. One can was […]

I’ll do anything to nurture and protect you my love…

July 28, 2012

Yup. I actually did it. I didn’t have the time and because of that I was too late to buy me new pants (damn me for that), BUT I got new information, a nice chat and was in heaven for those 30 mins. Candyshop visit. ^^ Still on my way home after midnight I was […]

Mineral water

June 15, 2012

Is what I have to drink now every day if possible. Kalium & magnesium & salt balance is off. Today I bought a big bottle, but can only afford the cheapest of all (Bonaqua from Coca Cola). And this is because every day when it’s warm now in summer I feel constantly dizzy and sometimes […]

Summer comes…

May 28, 2012

That means many warm nights spent outside doing different kind of things. That is what it should mean at least. I should not just sit inside at computer. :P Found a great website today: Allycat Metal Ware. ;) Go check it out! Full of cool stuff to spend money on! But I spent money on […]

Babel fish

April 14, 2012

I need one to put in my ear. Cause I now have not 3 languages to deal with, but 4. Finnish, german, british and american english. Talking with brits I use british way of writing words, with americans the american way. Got a new friend on Facebook. He talks a bit fast. I can type […]