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Archive for the ‘OCD’ Category


August 17, 2013

Seed told me last week that my current problems might be caused by me letting myself get out of trouble too easily. I just seek immediate comfort and pleasure that got me hooked on sugar in the first place. Some other post I explained he doesn’t really talk, he just reflects the chaos in my […]


June 28, 2012

I need to get my caffeine addiction and sleeplessness in control, and damn soon or I land into hospital again. I’m going to severe manic state, been awake good more than 30 hours now and not a tiny bit sleepy even when I haven’t had any caffeine since 7am. Been drinking average one 0,45l energy […]

Sunshine & rain

June 3, 2012

Some time ago I remembered I had recieved this award too, from my friend @ On Windy Days. I leave it written in the way he had too. :) The Sunshine Award is supposed to be given to “bloggers who are inspirational, and who have impacted your blogging or your life.” Unfortunately most of those have […]

The Versatile Blogger Award

March 21, 2012

Hi, once again. Some time ago I remembered I got this award from On Windy Days last year, and totally forgot to post about it. I thought I’d share it forward in my other blog, but won’t do so as I had another meme there short time ago. And it seems I don’t know many […]

“I still felt warmth in the solidity of granite”

October 15, 2011

Last Sunday I was out on a long walk. Took some photos. These from a red rock were the best ones. Full sunlight – enough light. Almost all the other were a little bit unsharp because of too little light, even when it was throughoutly sunny day and the leaves were really shining yellow and […]

How much is the fish?

August 31, 2011

Music: Behnam Safavi. Again. I’ve listened to that really a lot lately. Everytime I sit here I listen to this cd at least once. Have to get the lyrics somewhere, I love to sing in languages I don’t speak or understand, like japanese or arabian. On my desktop there that small window on sidebar with […]