Every day is a fight

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April 5, 2017

It’s over. The nightmare. The depression. All gone. I feel so good. 3 days after starting the asthma medication ALL symptoms were gone and I can breathe. I can’t remember the last time I felt this good. I sleep 1000x better than before, I don’t feel like drowning at night anymore, no more coughing, no […]

Everytime I close my eyes.

January 14, 2015

A few nights ago I had a very bad dream, followed by a whole row of stress dreams. I hoped it wouldn’t become a new trend in the nightmare section (I still have them every night), but unfortunately it did. Been up all night again just so I wouldn’t need to see those images, but […]

And no relief.

November 9, 2013

The unease is back. My body hurts from hard work. I’m really tired and the sickness is draining me. I still don’t eat well enough and need Nutridrinks to cover up. And even they make me feel sick for not being lactose free. If I forget to take the lactose splitting med I’ll get really […]

Dream a dream

August 19, 2013

Today was not a good day. Last week was too tough, since 5 days I do not really sleep, I lay in bed with nightmares and sort of a hibernation sleep that gets cut in pieces by cat screaming into my ear sitting on my bed next to my head. He starts at 2AM and […]

Sign and share

May 19, 2012

Elmer Wayne Henley Jr. Parole In 2012 Petition Do you think 40 years for crimes as a teenager are enough? Do you believe a person CAN change? If YES go sign this petition, and share it in your blog/Facebook/Twitter/whatever. :) P.S. My friend came back and even when they didn’t take me in hospital and […]

Season’s greetings!

December 24, 2011

Hi everybody! Have a nice holiday, peaceful, no stress, don’t eat or drink too much even when the temptation might be big. ;) I will get some bread with cold smoked salmon & Christmas punch now. Later sauna, and more sausages and beer. I might have a longer break from posting here, depending how busy […]