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Posts Tagged ‘not getting help

Empty deserts of tearless nights

March 13, 2017

Awake with the painful memories or trapped into endless nightmares. I can’t fall asleep cause all I can think of is her, lying in the hospital bed, dying. At some point I fall into a chem induced sleep that is no sleep, it’s walking from one terrible scene to another, not finding a way out […]

Still heading for the ground

May 8, 2012

I’m not asking why. I know this happens. I can’t do anything. Everything’s been fine for so long now. Then breakdown. Pain. Desperation. Tears. Everything that’s been so good and made me happy slips away, further and further, away from sight. I see no beauty anymore. I loved to see my plants grow, everything I […]

My sister called my Tropical Hello Kitty a n*****

March 8, 2012

:( It’s a pretty little Hawaiian girl-kitty. But at least she freed her from the swimming ring that was stuck. She has a lil tummy, that’s why. And anyway, I don’t understand why my family members have started to use the n-word at all! Is it some kind of rebellion against the social norms? Why? […]